…Neither of us expected the VP to get up 5 minutes after, in the middle of my lead’s sentence and just walk out the office to talk to someone else.

My life really is a sitcom.

You know better than anyone what needs to happen next, but maybe it’s time to at least “test the waters” by looking for a new opportunity. Hang in there buddy!

@Opal – “I’m working hard now so I won’t have to do it later”. I say that too. Hopefully one day it’ll pay off. *nod*

I’m not working as hard with my main business because I’m past all that grunt work, mostly, and I’m doing very well. However, when I started I was working very hard.

True it’s for myself but I have even less free time now than I did working for someone else. With this new project, I work early in the morning until late at well after my daughter goes to be in the evening. I still have people thinking that since I’m a business owner I must have all the free time in the world, Ha! That keeps me laughing for days on end.

I’m working hard now so I won’t have to do it later.

@Danielle – Yeah, it goes back and forth. If I’m getting things done I’m usually happy but for some reason when I’m trying to get things done and I feel like people are stopping me…That just really makes me frown!

@Gnomey – I will breath, think….AND PLOT. And /huggles backatchya! (#);)

@Valentin – Very interesting technique and I appreciate the comment. Though I’m PRETTY sure I know what my problem is. Now I just have to FOLLOW THROUGH on the steps to resolve it. *nod*

And no way I would want the VP’s car to get keyed or anything! He’s actually a nice guy, just unfortunately in this situation not being terribly helpful to me or anyone else involved. Such is work. (#):)

Man, I dont feel sorry for you. Actually, I heel happy for you.
Don`t missunderstand me.

You`re doing what you`re doing for one of the bellow :
- you have to feed yourself and your family;
- you like programing.

Have you notice people around doing stuff you barelly have time to think about ? Do they do things you also dream to do but you have no time ?
Congrats, you are one step away from finding the key to solve your problems. Coz the main dificulty to solve a proble is to actually see what is the problem terms, needs, conditions.

Do this :
-get a hand allarm watch.
-program it to bell after 30 mins (while you`re at work, of course).
-when bells, don`t stop it, first write ONE WORD on a piece of papper next to you. What word ? The first one comes in your mind, being under pressure to STOP THE FUCKING ALLARM !
-reprogram the watch to bell after another half hour.
-repeat as above until you ent working time.
-before leave your office, fold the papper without reading it, write the date and put it in a draw.
-at the end of a working week, put the pappers (opened) one after one in front of you and see what word you`ll find there more often writen. That is what bother your inner space, your spirit.
-SOLVE THE ISSUE.

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95% of people fauled to complete this test coz either they gave up before a week, either they read the papper at the day`s end, either they keep looking at the watch to see how much time is till allarm will bell.

FAQ :
q: What if I discover that the often written word(s) is related to my wife(husband) – family ?
a: Well, one thing is sure : life never take prisoners. There is only one thing one can do once is alive : to live the life till last day. Simple, complicated, painfully, happy, complaining, laughing, however, is a personal option. It`s called sometime karma.

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Me, I would ask or eventually pay somebody to scratch VP`s car such way it will need re-paint. 4 flat tyres is another good option .. mwuahahahahaha